I miss my mom. I’d kill myself if i knew for sure that i’d see my mom.
I wish i didn’t feel like shit all the time. I wish i didn’t surround myself and talk to people who make me feel like shit.
I decided to get back with my bisexual ex girlfriend who cheated on me and lied to me about being lesbian.
Uhm, what the fuck is wrong with me?
I am so stupid and worthless. How could i want to be with something who would do that to me, just because i miss them and because i feel lonely.
Shes going to cheat on me again, and its fucking terrifying.
My life seems extremely complicated all of a sudden. I don’t like it at all.
It’s like everyone in my life got together and decided that “You know what would be funny, lets treat this person who hasn’t done anything wrong and love us so much like absolutely shit, because that always funny for everyone.” It’s beginning to be all that i think about these days, it tearing me up inside.
ugh.
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I’m glad<3 I hope things work out!
Maybe you should wait a bit more, reflect on yourself and you last relationship because you may not realize how much you may actually miss or whatever you last relationship. But i think you should in the future see where it goes with this new person, get to know him more, you can never know to much about someone!